I hate this feeling… I just can’t get him out of my mind and now he’s in my dreams too! This all started two nights ago when I accidentally found out that he confirmed me as his friend on FB, which by the way is very confusing coz I didn’t add him there… Then I started viewing his profile for updates and even in FS… Silly me, now I’m the one who’s getting hurt again… He has changed his status into ‘In a Relationship’ and my heart beats faster and faster and I feel the pain again… Why is this happening… I really don’t want this feeling… I’m being unproductive again and worst he keeps running on my mind, as in always, even if I tried to be busy with other things, he would just pop into my thoughts. Arrgghh!!! I wanna be free from you…
Right now I am fighting the urge not to view any of his profiles online… I felt like crying again everytime I do so, but I dunno why I still keep on viewing it. Hay pasaway na heart… Kainis… Do I still have feelings for him? Waahhh… hay… stop…stop…stop… and I’m gonna stop this nonsense post…
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