The Lover After Me

2009
12.28

Here I go again I promised myself I wouldn’t think of you today
It’s been seven months and counting
You’ve moved on
I still feel exactly the same

It’s just that everywhere I go all the buildings know your name
Like photographs and memories of love
Steel and granite reminders
The city calls your name and I can’t move on

Ever since you’ve been gone
The lights go out the same
The only difference is
You call another name
To your love
To your lover now
To your love
The lover after me

:(

Am I all alone in the universe?
There’s no love on these streets
I have given mine away to a world that didn’t want it anyway
So this is my new freedom
It’s funny
I don’t remember being chained
But nothing seems to make sense anymore
Without you I’m always twenty minutes late

Ever since you’ve been gone
The lights go out the same
The only difference is
You call another name
To your love
To your lover now
To your love
The lover after me

And time goes by so slowly
The nights are cold and lonely
I shouldn’t be holding on
But I’m still holding on for you

Here I go again
I promised myself I wouldn’t think of you today
But I’m standing at your doorway
I’m calling out your name because I can’t move on


What Hurts the Most…

2009
12.28

I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Sana Ngayong Pasko

2009
12.24

Hay naku, LSS nanaman ako sa ‘Sana Ngayong Pasko‘, it started when my sister called yesterday and she wanted me buy Sarah Geronimo’s album with that song on it and she keeps on singing it to me so that I wouldn’t forget… Lol! Di ko nga nakalimutan, hahaha… LSS tuloy… Hay naku… I remember My Jarahby tuloy… This will be the second Christmas na… Hay…  Murag, nanungog ang song ay.. tsk3…

Pasko na naman
Ngunit wala ka pa
Hanggang kailan kaya
Ako’y maghihintay sa iyo

Bakit ba naman
Kailangang lumisan pa
Ang tanging hangad ko lang
Ay makapiling ka

Sana ngayong Pasko
Ay maalala mo pa rin ako
Hinahanap-hanap pag-ibig mo
At kahit wala ka na
Nangangarap at umaasa pa rin ako
Muling makita ka
At makasama ka
Sa araw ng Pasko

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2009
12.18

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Have a Happy Life Miah!

2009
12.14

Well, as what you wanted me to be, I am actually having a good time for the past days and I can say I am happy to have been surrounded by good people; people who were true to others and specially to their selves… I’m glad that you’ve helped me realized that you’re not worthy of time.

We all have differences and we journey through life in different paths. Whatever unpleasant things that had happened in your life; you have to deal with it without hurting someone.

All of us have problems, struggles in life, been in pain, there is no exception, even you. So, don’t always think that you’re so pathetic and that you’re life is so miserable than me or anyone, learn how to deal with it, learn to accept and find a way to surpass that feeling.

You’re thinking that I don’t have any problems in my life… Ah, not thinking… you are assuming… yah, as always… you’re assuming that I don’t have any struggles in life… that my life is so full of  never ending happy moments… duh… I’m just human dude! I have my share of unhappy moments, sorrows and pain but I have learned how to deal with it… I just wish you would too… The world won’t stop revolving just because of you… you’re not that special!

You don’t know what I’ve been through so stop assuming.

Well, thanks for all the good times though… Don’t worry I’ll live a happy life, as always…

Without A Word

2009
11.25

Without a Word by Jang Geun Suk.

I shouldn’t have done that
I should have just ignored it
Like something I couldn’t see
I shouldn’t have looked at you at all

I should have ran away
I should have acted like I didn’t hear it
Like something I couldn’t hear
Like something I can’t hear
I shouldn’t have listened to love at all

Without a word you let me know love
Without a word you gave me love
You made me even hold of your breath but you ran away like this
Without a word love leaves me
Without a word love tosses me away
What should I say next?
My closed lips were surprised on their own
Coming without any words

Why does it hurt so much
Why does it hurt continuously?
Except for the fact that I can’t see you anymore
and that you are not here anymore
otherwise it is the same as before

Without a word you let me know love
Without a word you gave me love
You made me even hold of your breath but you ran away like this
Without a word love leaves me
Without a word love tosses me away

What should I say next?
My closed lips were surprised on their own
Without a word tears fall
Without a word my heart breaks down

Without a word I wait for love
Without a word I hurt because of silent love
I zone out, I become a fool because I cry looking at the sky
Without a word farewell finds me
Without a word the end comes to me
I think my heart was surprised to send you away without any preparation
it came without a word…

Without a word it comes and leaves
Like the fever before, maybe all I need to do is hurt for a while
because in the end, only scars are left…

Go Mi Nam’s version of Without a Word….

Been watching You’re Beautiful online and I liked it as well as their soundtracks… Somehow this song best describes how I feel…

Photoshop + Picasa

2009
11.19

MeiYah

Just trying out the effects in Photoshop, then made it into a collage through Picasa… :) Whatch think? hehehe…

Choco Munchkins!

2009
11.18

I made a few choco munchkins a while ago… I just crunched the choco crackers to bits and then mixed the condensed milk on it, ayun choco munchkins na! Hehehehe…

choco munchkins ni miah

It’s my first time to make  Choco Munchkins and according to my aunt, masarap naman daw… mabuti naman… hehehhe…