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The Lover After Me


2009
12.28

Here I go again I promised myself I wouldn’t think of you today
It’s been seven months and counting
You’ve moved on
I still feel exactly the same

It’s just that everywhere I go all the buildings know your name
Like photographs and memories of love
Steel and granite reminders
The city calls your name and I can’t move on

Ever since you’ve been gone
The lights go out the same
The only difference is
You call another name
To your love
To your lover now
To your love
The lover after me

:(

Am I all alone in the universe?
There’s no love on these streets
I have given mine away to a world that didn’t want it anyway
So this is my new freedom
It’s funny
I don’t remember being chained
But nothing seems to make sense anymore
Without you I’m always twenty minutes late

Ever since you’ve been gone
The lights go out the same
The only difference is
You call another name
To your love
To your lover now
To your love
The lover after me

And time goes by so slowly
The nights are cold and lonely
I shouldn’t be holding on
But I’m still holding on for you

Here I go again
I promised myself I wouldn’t think of you today
But I’m standing at your doorway
I’m calling out your name because I can’t move on


What Hurts the Most…


2009
12.28

I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Without A Word


2009
11.25

Without a Word by Jang Geun Suk.

I shouldn’t have done that
I should have just ignored it
Like something I couldn’t see
I shouldn’t have looked at you at all

I should have ran away
I should have acted like I didn’t hear it
Like something I couldn’t hear
Like something I can’t hear
I shouldn’t have listened to love at all

Without a word you let me know love
Without a word you gave me love
You made me even hold of your breath but you ran away like this
Without a word love leaves me
Without a word love tosses me away
What should I say next?
My closed lips were surprised on their own
Coming without any words

Why does it hurt so much
Why does it hurt continuously?
Except for the fact that I can’t see you anymore
and that you are not here anymore
otherwise it is the same as before

Without a word you let me know love
Without a word you gave me love
You made me even hold of your breath but you ran away like this
Without a word love leaves me
Without a word love tosses me away

What should I say next?
My closed lips were surprised on their own
Without a word tears fall
Without a word my heart breaks down

Without a word I wait for love
Without a word I hurt because of silent love
I zone out, I become a fool because I cry looking at the sky
Without a word farewell finds me
Without a word the end comes to me
I think my heart was surprised to send you away without any preparation
it came without a word…

Without a word it comes and leaves
Like the fever before, maybe all I need to do is hurt for a while
because in the end, only scars are left…

Go Mi Nam’s version of Without a Word….

Been watching You’re Beautiful online and I liked it as well as their soundtracks… Somehow this song best describes how I feel…

Take Me To Your Heart


2009
06.30

Here I am again… listening to the song we used to sing before… and I can’t help but cry again… remembering those times when we were still together and happy… i really missed it a lot…I’ve been silent about this for the past seven months and haven’t blog about this for quite some time but now I’m back again, to my emo state… Everything went back to what it used to seven months ago…. All went back since the ‘add friend’ incident on Facebook. It still hurts… and I just can’t seem to be happy, I know he’s happy now that he found someone new but it just hurt knowing he had already moved on… while here I am still lingering on the past… Wishing for him to love me back…  crying


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