Happy… I am feeling not so happy… I wanna be happy… You make me not so happy… Can´t you see I’m not happy now…
Sounds familiar? It’s from Square Heads’ ‘Happy.’ I just changed the lyrics and added the ‘not’ word… Coz I’m not happy… though I wanna be happy… Waaaahhh!!!
I just can’t find myself being happy… I received my Google Adsense earnings yesterday, I should be happy right? The feeling was just like it’s a normal thing that happen so often, though it isn’t. I waited one year for this and I was like ‘Oh, okay, I’ll be receiving my payment’ like nothing’s special about it.
Hay… still keep on thinking about him… 
and I just can’t take him off my mind!!! 
Meet with my friends after receiving my money, Janed’s back in Davao again after four months of staying in Manila. Then we eat dinner… was really trying to be happy around them… I enjoyed being with them for a while though and I’m glad we met again after a long time, missed them a lot…
Janed told me to forget him na… I just hope I can… 
