Archive for June 18th, 2009

What Keeps Me Busy at this Hour…


2009
06.18

Well, I did make a few posts on my blogs earlier, I still haven’t manage to update my other blogger blogs, will have to make a few maybe later in the evening. I plurk, well, I am not so active right now unlike yesterday but I just let my plurk browser open, and ofcourse my Facebook too! My twitter, though I just posted a few tweets not related to advertising so that my twitter followers won’t think I am just a scam posting ads every now and then. I signed up at revtwt and I just let them post ads thru my twitter, so even if I;m not online, they’ll just post the ads there. I get tired of manually posting the ads on my twitter everyday so I set it to automatic. I just hope my followers won’t be irritated with it, though it doesn’t really post in every single minute, I think it has an hour or two intervals. Anyways, I’m going far from the main topic… Hehehe… Okay, here’s what I did:

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Pasaway


2009
06.18

I hate this feeling… I just can’t get him out of my mind and now he’s in my dreams too! This all started two nights ago when I accidentally found out that he confirmed me as his friend on FB, which by the way is very confusing coz I didn’t add him there… Then I started viewing his profile for updates and even in  FS… Silly me, now I’m the one who’s getting hurt again… He has changed his status into ‘In a Relationship’ and my heart beats faster and faster and I feel the pain again… Why is this happening… I really don’t want this feeling… I’m being unproductive again and worst he keeps running on my mind, as in always, even if I tried to be busy with other things, he would just pop into my thoughts. Arrgghh!!! I wanna be free from you…

Right now I am fighting the urge not to view any of his profiles online… I felt like crying again everytime I do so, but I dunno why I still keep on viewing it. Hay pasaway na heart… Kainis… Do I still have feelings for him? Waahhh… hay… stop…stop…stop… and I’m gonna stop this nonsense post…